CODA~*

my dearest one, my love:

yes, this is a love letter, but not a regular one.
i couldnt sleep and i read your text messages, yes, the ones you sent at 3am
my dear...i want this to work just as much as you do.
believe me when i say there hasnt been a single day when i dont think about you.
you're always on my mind, even those days when we werent talking to each other.
those were the worst days i can remember. it was so...broken, so incomplete
like there was something missing, something really important.
i say this everyday, but i miss you so much..so so so much everyday.
i told my mother about our relationship cause i'm convinced it's you,
the one and only for me.
i refuse to let you go again, i wouldnt forgive myself for that.
i cant see a future with anyone else but you, only you can make me this happy
even when you're thousand miles away.
i cant wait to be with you every single morning, every night.
i want to be the one who says "welcome home, my love" with a smile every single time.
cause i cant imagine anyone else.
and yes, i know it's scary sometimes, but when i remember it's you...
suddenly everything makes sense.
we will make this work, my love. i'm proud of who we are, everything we've been through
and the future that waits for us.
i'll be there every time you need me by your side, just reassuring you that everything will be just perfect.
because i believe it. i believe in us.
my dear, february wont be here fast enough for my liking.
my dear...

i love you.
always remember that.
even when you're busy at work and we dont have much time.
even if it's 2am and i'm out of credit and i cant call back.
even when we're in different countries.
even in doubt...the answer will be the same.
i love you.