Heartless~*
hello there, afternoon/evening!
(creo que es mas la segunda)
i just wanted to say thank you for your support this morning, i had been reading your post and it made me think that somethings i thought were important...are actually not that relevant when it comes to real success and making the most of your time.
*sigh* i guess sometimes we forget that rome wasnt built in a day and that not everything will fall into place in seconds, it comes with hard work and patience, and the right decisions at the right time, i think.
you see...it's just that every day seemed to be the same for me, and....
digamos mi trabajo es asegurarme de que los chicos entren a la universidad y cumplan sus metas
mientras que yo me quedo ahi sin terminar aun la escuela o sin hacer mas de lo que deseo
and yesterday it kinda brought me down to think that they are considering their future and i was a bit stuck. but that only happened for a little while
i know we've had this conversation a couple of times before, just a tiny relapse yesterday
i honestly dont want you to believe that i have some kind of negative attitude or something or that i always need someone by my side to deal with my own problems, i know you already have way more than enough to worry about and i dont want to add to that.
just wanted to tell you that....i posted that a bit more for myself, to let it out and then forget about it
even though i do appreciate your opinion so much cause it made me consider more aspects outside my "bubble".
i said this on the fb messages but-...i know it will be ok, i just want to change that "will" for "is"
that step n.n and the more i think about it, i just want it to be november already
we finish work on nov 8th and after that i can focus on our other plans n.n
but yes, thank you for keeping me strong n.n
also....im really curious about your updates! like...considering moving somewhere else with more people, how you feel about going to vancouver....when you start your new job, will you quit bww?
and omg, come on! you didnt know that vancouver chris liked you? XDDD it was so obvious, even i could tell!! *laughs* you know...im really considering calling instead of writing messages, it's not the same ;w;
i hope this is not too rushed from me, but i've already thought of some places i want to take you to when you come n.nwe should have a movie night and some silly games n.n
but seriously, thank you n.n
(creo que es mas la segunda)
i just wanted to say thank you for your support this morning, i had been reading your post and it made me think that somethings i thought were important...are actually not that relevant when it comes to real success and making the most of your time.
*sigh* i guess sometimes we forget that rome wasnt built in a day and that not everything will fall into place in seconds, it comes with hard work and patience, and the right decisions at the right time, i think.
you see...it's just that every day seemed to be the same for me, and....
digamos mi trabajo es asegurarme de que los chicos entren a la universidad y cumplan sus metas
mientras que yo me quedo ahi sin terminar aun la escuela o sin hacer mas de lo que deseo
and yesterday it kinda brought me down to think that they are considering their future and i was a bit stuck. but that only happened for a little while
i know we've had this conversation a couple of times before, just a tiny relapse yesterday
i honestly dont want you to believe that i have some kind of negative attitude or something or that i always need someone by my side to deal with my own problems, i know you already have way more than enough to worry about and i dont want to add to that.
just wanted to tell you that....i posted that a bit more for myself, to let it out and then forget about it
even though i do appreciate your opinion so much cause it made me consider more aspects outside my "bubble".
i said this on the fb messages but-...i know it will be ok, i just want to change that "will" for "is"
that step n.n and the more i think about it, i just want it to be november already
we finish work on nov 8th and after that i can focus on our other plans n.n
but yes, thank you for keeping me strong n.n
also....im really curious about your updates! like...considering moving somewhere else with more people, how you feel about going to vancouver....when you start your new job, will you quit bww?
and omg, come on! you didnt know that vancouver chris liked you? XDDD it was so obvious, even i could tell!! *laughs* you know...im really considering calling instead of writing messages, it's not the same ;w;
i hope this is not too rushed from me, but i've already thought of some places i want to take you to when you come n.nwe should have a movie night and some silly games n.n
but seriously, thank you n.n
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