Attitude~*

hello my dear n.n
i had been reading your post over and over again, i think the more i read it,
the more i figured out, the more i understood...the more i appreciated.
each one of your words means a lot to me, makes me feel really loved n.n
i think i'm learning a bit more with each passing day, learning more about you, more about us.
i love the evenings when we talk because we're together and i feel like everything's just great
and i love the evenings when we dont talk cause you have time to be yourself, do the things you like
and have more company n.n
ah, no, i didnt know about hallmark's slogan *smile* it kind of really makes sense now that i think about it n.n being alive is a gift, someone said n.n and i completely felt like not only yesterday was special...but  everyday as well n.n ah, i do agree with that n.n when you do something for a friend or someone you care about, even just a client or a stranger, it makes you feel important, relevant, because you were able to help them when they needed it n.n that's the way i think about my own job n.n i honestly dont see it as one *laughs* i get payed for something i like...ok, me sali del tema n.n;
sabes? en si...creo que me gusta que tengas tiempo para leer, escribir, dibujar y mas, porque construye un poco mas de quien tu eres, mas de tu personalidad, de todo aquello que me intriga y me atrae n.n
algo mas de lo que puedo aprender n.n
realmente no me esperaba que te sintieras de esa manera por lo de ayer u.u lamento bastante que los planes principales no resultaron al final, me senti muy mal cuando me di cuenta de que no podria cumplir con las expectativas u.u y mas cuando te vi tan feliz pensando en que podriamos vernos pronto...y notar que te decepcionarias con la situacion u.u aunque debo admitir que me alegra mucho que no  cancelaras lo de ayer n.n honestamente me agrado bastante porque lo senti diferente n.n tranquilo, divertido....it felt like valentine's day n.n and i didnt want to be with anyone other than you yesterday n.n thank you for not cancelling yesterday, aunque lo hubiera entendido n.n
you know...lo de las flores...lo habia estado planeando desde hace bastante *risas* everyone helped, specially my mother and odeth, they were all curious y a la expectativa n.n; that made me really happy cause i felt like they support us n.n my love...realmente esperaba que lo tomaras como un "waaaaaaah, perdona porque no puedo estar ahi ahora, pero por favor toma esto como una pequeña muestra de mi afecto a pesar de la distancia" o algo asi *risa nerviosa* you dont know how happy it makes me...the fact that you received them n.n hope they will last for a very long time n.n aaah, y las que te dieron tus padres...me fascinaron n.n
every time you say " i love you" i just cant stop smiling, because i'm so sure about us, and this just reminds me everyday that we're together and that we're making this work despite the distance n.n i cant wait to see you soon....i'm a bit nervous, though XD but still, i just think we're gonna have the best time ever n.n i cant wait n.n *laughs* i love you too, my dearest girl, my princess, my friend, my girlfriend...i just feel like you understand me better than anyone has ever tried n.n i feel like...having you by my side is just perfection, with all our flaws, ups and downs n.n
i love you...all the time. i cant wait for movie nights and twister and going to the zoo and cuddling and doing homework there cause i cant run away from that XD and the photo shoot, of course n.n
i just think everyday with you is better than the last n.n *kiss*