Regret

I'm feeling shaky. I told my parents something I never meant to tell them, and I feel like I shouldn't have.
But maybe it's just the memory of something that I feel is so deep and buried, that I never wanted them to know. I never want them to feel like it's their fault. It never was, it never has been and it never will be. If anything, they are the ones that unwittingly saved me.
I feel brittle boned right now. I wish I could take it back. I said too much. I don't understand this anxiety.
I can't talk right now, I'm sorry. I need time to distract myself. I'm unbelievably scared. I didn't mean for this. I never wanted to do this.